Reflection

I was just sitting at the pc and thinking, and decided that I would write down some of my thoughts... I really can't believe that I graduated! It is such an amazing thing for me...(not that I'm stupid...well...) I know that's probably a wired thing to say right? I mean, I've pretty much just been saying all along that "it's only highschool, what's the big deal?" But now that I think of it...for me it kinda is. Not many know this, but I was adopted. Not a day goes by that I don't thank God for such a gift as to be brought up by such wonderful Christians, in a well off family, in a beatiful environment. If God hadn't brought me here, I would be raised by two completely different people. My birth father was a six foot nine body builder, me birth mum, a five eight, unemployed stay-at-home wife. Neither made it through highschool, actually neither even got to highschool, one made it to sixth, the other to eighth. But more importantly, niether were Christians. Where in the world would I be? What in the world would I be if God hadn't blessed me to be in this amazing family of mine?? Truly there is an amazing, gracious, wonderful Father out there, who loves me and proves it everyday when I open my eyes in the morning to when I get in my nice bed at night. I keep thinking, "I don't deserve this. Who am I to be blessed so much?" Thank you heavenly Father for Your amazing grace!

eh...sorry, that was long, but it was nice to think out loud... *sigh*

I haz Graduated! Yay! I think...of course now it just means that I get to look foreward to even harder schoolwork ahead.. ^~^; Can't win for losin'. haha! hmmm....so what next? I am planning to go to SCC (Seminole Community College) and then to UCF (University of Central Florida) (aka: U Can't Finish)

Our band

OK. so, I'm in this (wanna be) band. And the other day, I'm like, "This is good but....who's gonna be the singer?" Bad question...We have come to the conclusion that one can't sing (nick). One can sorta sing, just not quite loud enough (josef). And one can sing....but hates to in front of people (me), unless it's at church and me voice is being drowned out during the hynms by the congregation. ^_^ So I guess it's me that has to, but me don't want to...yet a part of me kinda does... weird, yeah?

karate!

I take karate! @_@ eh...but you probably already knew that. And if you didn't well then....WHO ARE YOU!? WHY ARE YOU READING MY BLOG o_O!!!!!!!!! *clears throat* Hem, anyway (^_^) Tonight I had karate practice. We went over the regular review in japanese about the stances, and then we did the punching bags and then we did some drills. Then we got to the fun stuff and learned how to brake "clinches" and throw people down and then how to get out of headlocks when on the ground. Then we went over our higher katas and bowed out and class was dismissed. In other words....we got to do all the fun stuff tonight, and in the process get a great workout!!!!! ^_^ *sigh* I love learning to mutilate people....
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I mean...er...uh....to defend meself....heh heh.... *^-^;'